“…and It’s Like That…”
SDTK: ‘Heaven & Hell’ - Raekwon I haven’t listened to my favorites from my iTunes library in a very long time. I’ve been working at cleansing my spiritual palate. I’ve been growing out of a lot lately. I have been tempted to use the word ‘depressed’ to describe what I was feeling in the past, but then I felt like I’d have been lying about it at the time that I was feeling what I was feeling. Lately, though, there have been so many changes in a short period of time, that I just got stuck in the space between wanting to do more and be better, and paralyzing fear. What was I afraid of? Good question. Well I think I’d have to put failure in general at the top of that list. I guess we all are. Sure, our aspirations differ, but ultimately we wanna be pleased with our own efforts. We wanna know that we gave our maker, our families, our friends, our plans, and our ideas our best. I think what helped me into the rut was the stillness. I mean, I thought I was the best at that
